| Home is where the heart is.... not really, mine is in Afghanistan but what the heck it sounds sentimental
I do love home, not gonna lie. The familiarity of the roads under my tires and the breathe of that clean, well as clean as it can be, air... The sight of endless land where our trusty old farmers work day in and day out... the wonder of home is so genius because no matter where I go or where I am at, this place called Oklahoma will always bring that overwhelming comfort to my heart.
I do wish, with all that I am, that I didn't have to be here alone. It is kind of sad to be honest... I have built this life with my husband and now home is not my home without him in it... alas, what can I do? Definitely not mope... so today is yet another beautiful Oklahoma day and I am going to enjoy every second of it because January 10th will be here far to soon and then I have to go back to my other house, without my other half in which makes it home.
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| sometimes I crave adult conversation more than I crave anything else a day can bring...
I want another tattoo but not because I have a wonderful idea or because I am creative... its cause I like to be even, I have to be even and therefore I need another tattoo to become symmetrical once again, well as symmetrical as an imperfect human being can be
a wonderful glass of wine is not only welcomed but absolutely luxurious if I were completely honest
I go home soon and I cannot wait for the familiarity of life before deployment... simplicity
it isnt Mathew but it is the next best thing
I cannot wait to see some specific friends, including my best one ever :)
I love you more than life can say, I love my life and it is saying a lot. I have a beautiful child with the man of my dreams and I cannot wait to continue my journey
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| Do you ever think I will be able to truly leave xanga? Like seriously there are so many other avenues of communication and I still come back to this dang website... such is life. If I am posting in 10 years somebody better slap me haha
Ok I also have no idea why I got this sudden urge this past week to post entries either, I was doing so good not doing it
maybe it was my grandpa dying
my heart loving
my offspring growing
my Lord knowing
my friend living
my friend loving
my life...changing
me
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| Ok it has been FOREVER since I have been on here and actually reread older posts... like whoa what life was like 4 years ago. I miss the simplicity. I miss the fun... to become an adult is so... unexciting :)
I love you-- yeah you
I wonder what it would be like to be 6 again... playing barbie and fighting with my best friend about who will be a better driver of the coveted barbie car... life
ok well a trip down memory lane pretty much made me sad... oh well
tomorrow is a new day... live it! |
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| Happy birthday to my beautiful baby girl!!! |
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